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Well, I figured it out.

I am a tattered and torn "person."  She thinks I don't deserve "Ellen."  That means I should be stuck with "whoever I don't like."  I'm part dead, yea.

Well..

She creeps me out.  Ellen seemed to like me, but she seemed to joke that I can't have her.  Um, I don't "have her."  I just do what she wants, not bad stuff.  I wanted to see her, too.  She is taking away all the relationships.  See.  She can't do that.  She just is uptight and being a crazy, raging, like me a Pennsylvanian in part.  She just wants to "get even," and I did nothing and am a good person.  She just thinks I claim to be perfect when I'm not, but people told me that.  -They- said I was perfect, I didn't tell them that.  Then, it stuck, and in some ways everyone is perfect, in their own ways..  Being perfect can even be seen as fun, cuz it's a part of life.  What if someone tool the Ellen DeGeneres outta your life?  I can see this is all wrong, and I wanna stop the truck.  Why not before??  Why listen to Ginny?  I don't actually believe that it is a legitimate plan to me, but maybe that's how they did that.  I think the point, though, I just wanted what was best but found this rather suggestive and threatening and that whatever she touches on goes into other things when she won't even talk to me like a real person.  I wanna find what the legitimate thing is that's going on, like 2 - 1 = 1.  I know they don't like me cuz I'm younger, or at least I was thinking of that.  Like I said, she made the whole town not talk @ my future daughter, and no one seems to think @ that kinda stuff when they are looking at me, anymore, or hearing me, or seeing me outta the corner of their eye.  It's okay, maybe a problem with Ginny around.  What?  So, I kicked kids's chairs.  I just was being friendly.  She didn't say anything but went behind my back in a few weeks and sent me to the disciplinarian for "other" reasons.  Anyway, the class wouldn't stop annoying me and I wasn't supposed to go in and out.  she acted like she understood, but she turned on me!  They were tapping into me too much.

Self Help for Others

You know, Orlando, I know Ginny is probably 1 of the best here, the most accomplished for this locale being the theme parks and primarily Disney World and the Magic Kingdom .. but I think because Tim Burton came outta the closet that she kinda is going back in and not admitting to weaknesses or fragility in her personality.  You know what I mean?  Like, I just moved here and we all know Tim Burton, at least lots of people, and she like naturally doesn't wanna come out and be "what" she was before, like she's lazy and like she cheats and preaches.  She doesn't offer as much, sees me now thinking I'm okay, when I can be, like the new me since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, so she won't come outta the closet and "serve" me nor Orlando I mean.  Like, she would come out and would have to admit Tim Burton is worth a shit.

I also know for a fact she slips in little lies with what she does and controls the community somehow because of who she is here and how long she's been here, though she won't admit what she is.  She thinks that something bad will happen and like a kid is uptight and just wants to keep bashing at me with things, taking me off Facebook, threatening people in the city in how she does things.  The little lies are that she has a right to take away my relationships.  I mean it's more she thinks something bad will happen, but what will happen is we'll get to see her naked.  You know?  She just hurts people to be safe, hurts you in "ways."  She claims something bad will happen, otherwise, when she's actually an accomplished person, Ginny Jones-Kopf.  So, that's just mean and self-centered..or selfish and greedy, stealing from other people.  It's hard to say, don't dig into her, she's a good person but I don't get some things she does, like grow her toenails long for 1, m.., ..  You get it?  It's a lie that something bad will happen if she doesn't hurt me in advance so no one else will want to.  It's not impossible to lead a perfect life!

Well

There's hope at 1 studio for voiceover training that's affordable.  I thought there were lots of voice over things here.  I have to e-mail cuz I haven't had anyone call nor pick up the other line.

I'm guessing..

this is Salmen, otherwise the opposing team, but I hope so.. http://www.flickr.com/photos/66260676@N07/8359607805

Well..

Check it out.. http://goo.gl/MdRDwB

I soaked in a look at kids from New Orleans, well a country suburb.. and I knew they wanted to make it "it" for me by saying I also am not an ancient New Orleanian.

Time for a Jog

With weights!

What's Not Out There

I can't find anything on Netiquette that goes into things like cursing, doesn't seem there's anything highly intelligent on this out there.

My belief is just play it safe, and gauge your anger, try to prevent anger by taking enough showers, getting extra sleep, working out as much as you can regularly.  Use curse words to be funny.  If you're highly religious, you can say, "My God!"  Well, "Oh my God!"  You can say an idea is shit, but people these days are extracting this.  If you really feel the shit, don't crack open the shell and say it's to someone in particular.  I never really on spot felt the need to curse in the worse.  Make sure you know how much you are joking.  I haven't even done it like this on my blog, let alone you think you won't get kicked out on an online message board.

Coping With Others

I found Coping Skills, a good article: https://www.tip.duke.edu/node/773.

We have to cope with others and understand no 1 can be perfect.

Eating

Time for the rest of my sushi from a restaurant.

What am I not too late for?

Should I go ahead and pick something for college?  Because of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, I don't feel I have any aptitude.

What if I pick Communications?  I called the private school over here, yesterday, no returned call, said I'd call back.  They even have it as a night degree for anyone.

Well

I have a teacher at Slidell High, and for some reason they got it good in Talented Music.  I used to have a good Talented Theater teacher but was lucky, didn't complain.

Slidell Junior High

link

Shopping

I need a rain jacket for Disney.

Twitter

Aha ha!

My betta just spit up a bubble like a tank filter.

You know..

..the people in Slidell look nice now.  You know I didn't go to any Slidell High School.  It's worse but better to me.

What can I do now I'm outta high school?

Well

Ginny's personality is that she doesn't act very thankful nor sweet @ the gifts.  I get in trouble for dressing up and lugging in an airport back, backpack, and even more.  Not really, but it seems like it.  She even put it on tape, guess she doesn't want anyone to do anything to me.  This sucks.  I am not the Floridian joke.

If you don't have anyone.. if you're from the South.. but your ancestors aren't.. you don't get to play

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