Well..

She creeps me out.  Ellen seemed to like me, but she seemed to joke that I can't have her.  Um, I don't "have her."  I just do what she wants, not bad stuff.  I wanted to see her, too.  She is taking away all the relationships.  See.  She can't do that.  She just is uptight and being a crazy, raging, like me a Pennsylvanian in part.  She just wants to "get even," and I did nothing and am a good person.  She just thinks I claim to be perfect when I'm not, but people told me that.  -They- said I was perfect, I didn't tell them that.  Then, it stuck, and in some ways everyone is perfect, in their own ways..  Being perfect can even be seen as fun, cuz it's a part of life.  What if someone tool the Ellen DeGeneres outta your life?  I can see this is all wrong, and I wanna stop the truck.  Why not before??  Why listen to Ginny?  I don't actually believe that it is a legitimate plan to me, but maybe that's how they did that.  I think the point, though, I just wanted what was best but found this rather suggestive and threatening and that whatever she touches on goes into other things when she won't even talk to me like a real person.  I wanna find what the legitimate thing is that's going on, like 2 - 1 = 1.  I know they don't like me cuz I'm younger, or at least I was thinking of that.  Like I said, she made the whole town not talk @ my future daughter, and no one seems to think @ that kinda stuff when they are looking at me, anymore, or hearing me, or seeing me outta the corner of their eye.  It's okay, maybe a problem with Ginny around.  What?  So, I kicked kids's chairs.  I just was being friendly.  She didn't say anything but went behind my back in a few weeks and sent me to the disciplinarian for "other" reasons.  Anyway, the class wouldn't stop annoying me and I wasn't supposed to go in and out.  she acted like she understood, but she turned on me!  They were tapping into me too much.