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I have friends to help me.

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What is this?  Just my account isn't working??  Stop!  You took away your show!

HEY

YOU TRYIN TO STIMULATE MY MOM?  BETTER NOT!

So what?

How do you feel about how you treat me?

STOP

I sent ellen a message now i got 1

STOP

Something opened in a new tab.  Why you keep sending me these dirty messages?  I just post them.  I'm not feeling well.  Stop, people say I'm so good.  You're just a suggestive liar.

I am checking my mail for my wig.  I was thinking my mom is not mean and I didn't do what you thought I did.  Now, it's not loading for the 1st time etc.

Maybe..

I'll be like Chloe Moretz and Johnny Depp.. Tim Burton is the devil, won't talk to actors and won't make a difference.

R.I.P.

Who cares @ "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?"  I need to do other things.  If Ellen does this to me, why should I host a show like her?

She made things get so much worse.

What happened is just this.

I was trying to get in a movie and was told to do acting.

I wanted to find a trustworthy "teacher" in the area so I would interact.

Now, Ellen says I don't film a day before no more bc you went to school AND GINNY WAS MEAN TO ME I DIDN'T DO ANYTING WRONG..

Problem

another message i have luvly lullabys as my twitte rand the showed somehtin cus of my dad

i mean my TUMBLR

My mom keeps acting like I'm a bad kid.  I just live my life.  I didn't do anything!-

Problem

You all are nice to Ellen and other people but not to me.  You never will be.  I could die 1st.

THEN WHY WOULD I EVEN WATCH YOUR SHOW - I don't wanna see some other fresh live show, I wanna watch your show!!

STOP

Why did you control what was on my Tumblr?  That's cuzza my dad you stop.

Just Leave

Ellen, if you're gonna just stop I may as well move on.

Problem

Ellen's even rubbing in her mother.  (@ her being better)  No, she has a nice mom.  What, should I say ya Ellen I also think that @ her?

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"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

SO WHY'S SHE SLOWING DOWN NOW - WHY DOESN'T SHE JUST QUIT  (I don't want her to.. '}:[ )

Thanks a lot for ruining my life Nell and Ginny you California girl bitches.

Problem

Why did my mom stop cooking?

You all are *beep* in my life.  Arranging my life, making me talk to my dad, whose just mean to me usually.

Problem

I don't care, Ellen m.. on her show wearing thongs.  She's a liar.  STOP.  I wanna hit something.  At least I don't think I need to hit you.

I DON'T CARE @ YOUR MESSED UP FEELINGS

I SAID STOP, STOP DOING WHAT GINNY DID, YOU ALL ARE *BEEP* GET AWAY FROM ME

PROBLEM

ELLEN I SAID TO STOP!  GINNY IS *BEEP* IN MY LIFE.  WHY SHOULD I EVEN WATCH YOU NOW!  I THOUGHT YOU CARED YOU LIAR

*BEEP*

YOU *BEEP* ALL KEEP DISAPPEARING FROM MY LIFE

WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU YOU *BEEP*

Problem

I WANT ELLEN BACK AND SO DO YOU

Problem

Why is my right sack stimualted because of this?  This is shit!  Stop it, Ellen.  Someone should do that to you.

Problem

STOP MAKING ME MAD EVERYONE GO TO HELL I DON'T GIVE A FUCK @ NELL

I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF

MAD

Stop throwing shit at me - I don't give a shit @ Ginny.  She's worthless, for ruining "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

I guess Ellen just cares @ her high school kids.  This is no fun.  She acted like there was ^another reason^.  STOP GETTING AT ME FOR WHAT I DID IN SCHOOL.  I DON'T GIVE A SHIT @ THAT WORTHLESS GINNY.  I'M NOT FEELING BETTER.  THIS IS SHIT.  GET THAT *BEEP* GINNY OUTTA MY LIFE!! I SAID

Wow

I had a good time last year sometimes but had some problems.

Is Ellen in the sewers?

Problem

Why is Ellen going away like Ginny.  Ellen get that *beep* Ginny outta my life.

Hmph, washed up, no nice Ellen anymore.  What if someone did this to you?  You're the 1 who's mean.

Problem

ELLEN I DON'T GIVE A SHIT @ GINNY AND HER NASTINESS NOR YOUR BEING FLIPPANT WITH ME - I WATCH YOUR SHOW AND IT'S REALLY DISCOURAGING

O, but don't take this too hardly, I just write in caps.  Blaming ME?

Taking Out My Anger

Ellen I just got drift you film your shows way in advance, like even 5 days..I heard you making fun of my family whether or not you know it.  My family has nothing to do with you.  I just watch your show and follow you on Twitter and Facebook.  Wow, getting back at me for going to school last semester?  How rude!  You wanna stay locked up for 5 years?

Why..

..does Ellen film episodes so far in advance?  Someone posted @ Ellen on Monday already, @ being @ Warner Bros.

She already filmed Friday and Thursday isn't up yet.  It's only Wednesday night.  I wonder if this is temporary.  Why is it this way, now?  Maybe, she's retiring soon.  I hope not.  I mean, a lot of her fans are older now..

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Well, my dad just shaved my head and I got shampoo and conditioner.  Gonna go for a jog with weights, not hungry for junk.

We had a good time, was extra nice.

I'll be lying in the tub and using my Sheer Blonde.

I'm in so much trouble!

I was avoiding him, guess I felt too bad.

I didn't know..

D;

Sad

Thought of him as shit face for making fun of me, shoulda accepted it. :(

:(

Hope he's ok.

Edit

I said "Interesting PARTS."

I can accept some punishment.

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In the End

Song and Dance  8I

New Video

New Video of Me Singing

I just didn't wanna be that outgoing @ my dad, like close, when he came in!

HELP!

I did settle but said I don't accept Orlando so why accept my dad?  I thought.

"I would 'n't want to know ~ he scares me so"

Yeoo've Bin Trekked (You've Been Tracked)

I thought Ellen did the Ginny thing.  Now, she has a long neck.

Sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings @ the precious, precocious papers.  :p

Wow

Ellen is Mommy to ya'll, right????

Guess what? -

ELLEN MOMMY LOOK

your messages indicated that you are looking for something I am not. I am simply an instructor not an agent and I don't have any information on auditions.

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I felt like

I had brain cancer.

Wa a ah

I accept it but I made Ellen sad.  She didn't do anything wrong.  =}

They won't stop burdening me with messages and threats.

What I Found

Ellen, I had to take out a little anger on something you did, so that I wouldn't do something irrational.

I NEED A CRISIS CENTER!!  SOMEONE FIND ME 1!

STOP

Who all is controlling my life??  I can call the police on you, but they'd take me back to the mental hospital.

Twitter

Problem

STOP ELLEN WHY'D YOU MAKE THE THING THERE POP UP YOU LIAR YOU HAVE PEOPLE DO THIS FOR YOU

Some people..

..make me lonely

OK Cats

Do you like the youngest cat or Rumpleteazer or the 1 with Gus the Theater Cat-

STOP

I just moved my mouse and a pop up came up LATER!  STOP RUINING MY LIFE!

I CAN'T TRUST THIS.  THIS ISN'T STOPPING.  IT KEEPS POPPING UP.  I'M NOT DEALING WITH THIS.  I'M NOT SUPPORTING IT.

Problem

What if Ellen told Jim Carrey to do that to his tooth because I posted on Twitter I posted my brother's pictures.  HEPL!  :0

Problem

How can I trust Ellen?  She has all those other fans.

Problem

Ellen why do you communicate the shit in my life in secret and keep ruining my life!  I don't wanna keep track of what I said @ my mom, etc. etc.

Wow

No one talks to me.  They're just racist *BEEP*

Problem

Oh, is this @ the pets??  Praytell.  I just got a fish and tiny hamster.

I got another drift @ my brother..

Why're ya'll threatening my mom?  This is MY life and MY blog.  Not yours.

"I'm gonna CHOP YOU DOWN" (song)

Just came to mind, don't mean a person but an entity DUH

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Why do you keep doing stuff!!  Why is my mom in a private connection now?

Why can't some people just get over some things?

I'm worried.

Like of being made to be worse than others.  I just have to keep chugging along.  You might know why I posted this?  I thought of a suggestive message.  I don't even know if it is a message.

Also, I'm getting papers of stuff because of that thing with the therapist.

Message in a Bottle

I didn't get much sleep last night, might be able to wind down to a nap.  I've watched "The Ellen DeGeneres" stuff already and yesterday's twice.

Problem:  I don't have to be shit if I wanna be like a Late Boom.

Problem

Why can't I say something annoying, like a person, and not have someone shut up?

My therapist was mean to me.. this was no fun.  I wasn't mean to her!  She's mean to me.  You can't have her do this.  I can be mad with a mental health expert if I wanted.  Stop humiliating me.  You can't administer my life.

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Cntrl Flrda is filled with trash, end of story, poor people who don't know nutt'n' in life.  Black people, racist poor people who won't look at me *BEEP* THEM

Ha Ha Ha

Why don't I get a nice hug while Cntrl Flrda goes around and bashes my mom and upholds my dad with their race??

Annoying Twerps on the Radio

Knew I said I was white European.. guess they just said no.  I normally just say something that means I'm whiter than all of you.

Does it at all hurt your feelings to lose a once promising friend for no good old reason? only to find you can't connect to anyone else??

If you were in Cats, which cat would you be?  Me?  You know?  Bombalurina.

I saw The Wizard of Oz.  Right away, I found soon my aunt was the Tin Man.  My friend Margaret was Dorothy.  Karen was the Lion.  The Scarecrow was Tim Burton.  The annoying man I went to the bathroom each of 3 times was Ellen DeGeneres and Johnny Depp.  I was the witches.

I wonder what cat Ellen would be.. :/

O, Oz, is out in theaters.

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I always wanted to be in Cats....

Are they trying to make sure I'm not happy?

My friends had hatred for my blood, and I don't know why.

There's reasons.

#1 as a baby I think people thought I was a joke with white skin bc there was a thing @ babies then having older parents and being pink.

Then, my parents seemed to abandon hope for me just to stimulate me like crap.  Like they're the sacred Baby Boom generation.

I just looked kinda fragile yet was very strong..

Then, it seems my mom didn't take care of my skin and lightening hair, and my dad didn't seem to have anything to say for my eyes, so why should I show you a picture of me as a monkey baby??

What else.  So, we moved from Broward County and I had some colored teachers and weirdly stimulating teachers.  We moved back down to a retirement community region by Broward County, and I just seemed like a dork with straight, black hair and dark eyes and not pink skin..

I quit gymnastics and things got good.  Anyway, some people had seen my mom, too.  That's mainly what I wanted to say.  She looked Vietnamese, but I guess that can be very different.  I didn't want anyone to look a way they are forced to look.

Then, we never did much in history and I got a very hard course and didn't do well and got taken to a mental hospital.  Thereon, people treated me like an animal with schizo.

For Ex aw mple (Example)

Orla Fallon.  No one picks on her.

Thanks, a lot.

To who?  Any takers?

Problem

What do you think of some of those mimicy people out there?  I AM A WHITE EUROPEAN AND I LIKE ALL RACES AND WANNA BE WHITE EUROPEAN.  AND APPRECIATE ALL RACES.  EVEN THE RETARDED INDONESIAN MONKEYS.

It's clear that some of these things out there are ridiculous, maybe not a big problem, no..

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Twiter - Anglo-Irish

I still didn't do it, yet.

I was in my seat in college and pulled out, pulled outta the world.

Laughing Laughing

Is Ellen DeGeneres playing around with how people such as me laugh?  Er, I don't LOL.

California

Don't mechanize a mistake in your head, figure it out if it comes up to someone or ignore the blast.

went to France to advance
that he'll comes back tis not much chance

.. means love

Siuil Ruin

I wish I was on yonder hill
’Tis there I’d sit and cry my fill,
And every tear would turn a mill

I'll dye my petticoats, I'll dye them red
And 'round the world I'll beg my bread
Until my parents shall wish me dead

..means love

I wish I wish I wish I wish
I wish I had my heart again
.. and not complain

.. means love

Nite Soon

Cont.

Well, that's what shih (she) said.  She just had some health problems and probably lacked certain mentality, like most people.

What do you think @

"I did what I did (I'm born in the late 1990s and have parents who are born after 1950.) What else.. I forget. Oh, "I'm blonde and have blue eyes."  "I'm the 1, I just don't look good."

I fit the bill.

Why won't people accept that I fit the bill?  Be happy I'm already 27, closer to death.

Comfort

I realized that people who are born around 2000 or late 1990s rather don't feel uncomfortable soaking in Ellen DeGeneres.  They did it behind my back, but I don't care.

I don't have any friends to share feelings with.

If the 60s were so popular, why didn't they make 90's kids that way?

Lakme - Flower Duet

Sous  le  dôme épais
Under the dome thick

Soo oo le e dawm ay ay pay


Où    le  blanc jasmin
Where the white jasmine

Oo lay blawn jazz mawn

Lakme - Flower Duet

Sous le dôme épais - Under the dome

Soo oo le e dawm ay ay pay

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A Really Boring Part Musically

"I'm looking for someone to change my life
I'm looking for a miracle in my life

And if you could see what it's done to me..
Lose the life I knew and..?"

Loyola UNO Cheerleading

http://goo.gl/FYLU3R

Wah!

Looks like a good time for cheerleading..  :}  Not your style, though.

Then

I was gonna be in the dance team and The Nutcracker for the city, which wasn't a big thing, neither 1.

Learn to Sing Right

Don't try to get in performances.  Learn stuff like Lakme Flower Duet.  No one wants to see the rest of it.  That's private.

I wanted to do ballet in operas, but I didn't ge tasked @ Loyola UNO.

I realized..

..Ellen's anger is not English.

2 Names in Broadway

Michael Crawford
Donny Osmand

I want..

..people to like me.

Acting

I don't wanna fall into that trap.

What should I do?

I'm not nothing.  It's Orlando's fault.  I could not think here.

More

I guess I need black flooring, maybe just a rug would do.  Maybe not, I mean the sofa's black and the floor's already red tile.  Well, yea, I guess some black rug.  The spotlight lamp is fine.  I guess the other corner can be for dancing.  What else is 90s-ish?  I know there were some big things.

Room

I found brick wallpaper.  I want a black couch with buttons and a hard cushion.  That will be like $120 for the couch.  I guess 1 side can be for filming, and the other can be for me.  I guess I need to move my bed.  8p  I wonder if the extra thing on the filming side will be my keyboard.  So, 1 side has the couch and a piano.  I have to move my drawers from there.  I can put my spotlight lamp there.  I also need to fit a coat rack here.

See

I'm already depressed.  I wanna be in a nice room.  I need to buy a raincoat, shampoo and conditioner, save money for Disney next month, wherein I will be bringing my own food I announced.  I also think I need a new backpack or will use the school 1, which has 2 sections and so is good.

Going Out

I go to the mall, movies, and wanna go to the Y to take a weight class based on using the arms and cardiovascular working out.

Staying Active?

I found being in school and working out in the earlier part of the day was keeping me in shape.  I was worried @ the homework some.  1 class was only Improvisation.  This was for acting, and I want to be a celebrity or some sort of entertainer.  Now, I'm on a pill and getting fat more, though the gradual working out does help.  I guess I was on track until people didn't care for my cursing on my blog and turned on me, caused me to do it anyway.

Then..

..I find Ginny gives a boring, ratty, unthankful, ungrateful experience.

Why does Ellen always find bigger and better ways to stain our lives?  I did invite my dad to post on my forum, cuz I want anyone to, and my aunt's avoiding me online now.

Why are people being so sarcastic to me?

I do have 2 sides to me, 1 happy and 1 sad.  What was wrong with me meeting a nice teacher.  She didn't do shit, though I shouldn't be doing shit.

Well

It's not always this way..  I thought they did that for the beginning week.  It's not really as fun, doesn't seem as fun for her.  Maybe, it's just not as fun.  I even feel uninvited to watch the show in ways.

You know, it made me think @ how I missed some of her shows, how sometimes I wait to watch it until it's already aired in the afternoon.

I was in school the last semester.

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I guess Ellen DeGeneres filmed Tuesday's episode on Friday with the 1 for Monday or something or has been doing it a day in advance, wait Wednesday.  Does anyone know??  Is it 2 days in advance?  I think it used to be the day before.  Maybe, it gives the people more time to do stuff and they ran into difficulty.

Hum..

I have feelings for Ginny and hope she is okay.  She seems stressed @ her age.  She was very nice.  I guess it's okay if Ellen uses her.  Ginny wasn't that tired of me, but supposedly she was.  I don't know why.  In singing lessons, she took it slow.

I was walking outside and called about voiceover.  She's just teaching at that 1 college now.

Ah!

I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and for some reason it seems she recorded the show early, actually.  Maybe, facility things.

Oh, wait and see tomorrow.

My Belief

Latinos are Southern but not from Florida, some are.

For anyone who's been on my blog..

Suo Gan, a Welsh air, sung by Charlotte Church is to me like Pennsylvania.  Though I say I'm Amish New Yorker and Swiss.  B)

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Well, I figured it out.

I am a tattered and torn "person."  She thinks I don't deserve "Ellen."  That means I should be stuck with "whoever I don't like."  I'm part dead, yea.

Well..

She creeps me out.  Ellen seemed to like me, but she seemed to joke that I can't have her.  Um, I don't "have her."  I just do what she wants, not bad stuff.  I wanted to see her, too.  She is taking away all the relationships.  See.  She can't do that.  She just is uptight and being a crazy, raging, like me a Pennsylvanian in part.  She just wants to "get even," and I did nothing and am a good person.  She just thinks I claim to be perfect when I'm not, but people told me that.  -They- said I was perfect, I didn't tell them that.  Then, it stuck, and in some ways everyone is perfect, in their own ways..  Being perfect can even be seen as fun, cuz it's a part of life.  What if someone tool the Ellen DeGeneres outta your life?  I can see this is all wrong, and I wanna stop the truck.  Why not before??  Why listen to Ginny?  I don't actually believe that it is a legitimate plan to me, but maybe that's how they did that.  I think the point, though, I just wanted what was best but found this rather suggestive and threatening and that whatever she touches on goes into other things when she won't even talk to me like a real person.  I wanna find what the legitimate thing is that's going on, like 2 - 1 = 1.  I know they don't like me cuz I'm younger, or at least I was thinking of that.  Like I said, she made the whole town not talk @ my future daughter, and no one seems to think @ that kinda stuff when they are looking at me, anymore, or hearing me, or seeing me outta the corner of their eye.  It's okay, maybe a problem with Ginny around.  What?  So, I kicked kids's chairs.  I just was being friendly.  She didn't say anything but went behind my back in a few weeks and sent me to the disciplinarian for "other" reasons.  Anyway, the class wouldn't stop annoying me and I wasn't supposed to go in and out.  she acted like she understood, but she turned on me!  They were tapping into me too much.

Self Help for Others

You know, Orlando, I know Ginny is probably 1 of the best here, the most accomplished for this locale being the theme parks and primarily Disney World and the Magic Kingdom .. but I think because Tim Burton came outta the closet that she kinda is going back in and not admitting to weaknesses or fragility in her personality.  You know what I mean?  Like, I just moved here and we all know Tim Burton, at least lots of people, and she like naturally doesn't wanna come out and be "what" she was before, like she's lazy and like she cheats and preaches.  She doesn't offer as much, sees me now thinking I'm okay, when I can be, like the new me since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, so she won't come outta the closet and "serve" me nor Orlando I mean.  Like, she would come out and would have to admit Tim Burton is worth a shit.

I also know for a fact she slips in little lies with what she does and controls the community somehow because of who she is here and how long she's been here, though she won't admit what she is.  She thinks that something bad will happen and like a kid is uptight and just wants to keep bashing at me with things, taking me off Facebook, threatening people in the city in how she does things.  The little lies are that she has a right to take away my relationships.  I mean it's more she thinks something bad will happen, but what will happen is we'll get to see her naked.  You know?  She just hurts people to be safe, hurts you in "ways."  She claims something bad will happen, otherwise, when she's actually an accomplished person, Ginny Jones-Kopf.  So, that's just mean and self-centered..or selfish and greedy, stealing from other people.  It's hard to say, don't dig into her, she's a good person but I don't get some things she does, like grow her toenails long for 1, m.., ..  You get it?  It's a lie that something bad will happen if she doesn't hurt me in advance so no one else will want to.  It's not impossible to lead a perfect life!

Well

There's hope at 1 studio for voiceover training that's affordable.  I thought there were lots of voice over things here.  I have to e-mail cuz I haven't had anyone call nor pick up the other line.

I'm guessing..

this is Salmen, otherwise the opposing team, but I hope so.. http://www.flickr.com/photos/66260676@N07/8359607805

Well..

Check it out.. http://goo.gl/MdRDwB

I soaked in a look at kids from New Orleans, well a country suburb.. and I knew they wanted to make it "it" for me by saying I also am not an ancient New Orleanian.

Time for a Jog

With weights!

What's Not Out There

I can't find anything on Netiquette that goes into things like cursing, doesn't seem there's anything highly intelligent on this out there.

My belief is just play it safe, and gauge your anger, try to prevent anger by taking enough showers, getting extra sleep, working out as much as you can regularly.  Use curse words to be funny.  If you're highly religious, you can say, "My God!"  Well, "Oh my God!"  You can say an idea is shit, but people these days are extracting this.  If you really feel the shit, don't crack open the shell and say it's to someone in particular.  I never really on spot felt the need to curse in the worse.  Make sure you know how much you are joking.  I haven't even done it like this on my blog, let alone you think you won't get kicked out on an online message board.

Coping With Others

I found Coping Skills, a good article: https://www.tip.duke.edu/node/773.

We have to cope with others and understand no 1 can be perfect.

Eating

Time for the rest of my sushi from a restaurant.

What am I not too late for?

Should I go ahead and pick something for college?  Because of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, I don't feel I have any aptitude.

What if I pick Communications?  I called the private school over here, yesterday, no returned call, said I'd call back.  They even have it as a night degree for anyone.

Well

I have a teacher at Slidell High, and for some reason they got it good in Talented Music.  I used to have a good Talented Theater teacher but was lucky, didn't complain.

Slidell Junior High

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Shopping

I need a rain jacket for Disney.

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Aha ha!

My betta just spit up a bubble like a tank filter.

You know..

..the people in Slidell look nice now.  You know I didn't go to any Slidell High School.  It's worse but better to me.

What can I do now I'm outta high school?

Well

Ginny's personality is that she doesn't act very thankful nor sweet @ the gifts.  I get in trouble for dressing up and lugging in an airport back, backpack, and even more.  Not really, but it seems like it.  She even put it on tape, guess she doesn't want anyone to do anything to me.  This sucks.  I am not the Floridian joke.

If you don't have anyone.. if you're from the South.. but your ancestors aren't.. you don't get to play

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